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Hi all, there will be a 7th-day ritual tomorrow for Ishi.
4 July 2007
9am
Man Fatt Lam Buddhist Temple, 211 Bedok Road. [For more details, click here.]
Do come down and show your support for him. =)
Thanks.
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| birthday celebration |
[12 Jun 2007|11:10am] |
Hi all, sorry for the long absence again... yar... i think you all jus gotta get used to it... =P
Anyway i'm here to talk about something. yar... regarding my birthday celebration this year, i would like to say that i don't want a birthday celebration this year. partly because, different groups of people have been asking to organise the gathering and i feel the sincerity from all people, but i would rather not have one and not end up offending anyone in the process. yar... =)
and also, if you ask close friends of mine, you'd know that i actually do not celebrate birthdays at all.. yar... so i think it'll be fine without one, i think i'll feel more at ease that way so no one has to like go and buy presents or anything.. hee...
okay thanks so much to the people offering, i really do appreciate it but maybe i would also like to spend some time either alone or with only my close friends during that period. thanks so much and i hope everyone understands.. =)
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[27 May 2007|01:09am] |
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ah yar forgot to mention that i'll be singing a self composed song for the production also... so for those wanting to hear my composition can jus come down and listen.. =)
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| Evoke musical |
[24 May 2007|09:48pm] |
hi... sorry i haven't been updating for a long time already...
jus popped by to put up a short notice... the studio where i'm teaching at, which is studio wu, is putting up a musical on june 1st and 2nd and jubiliee hall. so those interested can jus go the the website www.studiowu.com to get more details. tickets can be purchased at the counter.
not sure whether the tickets are sold out already or not. sorry for the late notice again. i'll jus be doing a small part in the musical so for those who love dance, jus come down and enjoy yourselves. =)
will update soon againz... =)
if you need any more details jus call the studio to ask abt the tickets. the number can be found on the website.. =)
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| palmistry |
[22 Apr 2007|11:55pm] |
an result i got from checking my palm..............
Notice that the Heart Line is long, only slightly curved up, and ends under the index finger. This person does more thinking about relationships than acting on them. The Thinker is very sentimental and idealistic about relationships. But rather than take action, she or he spends most of the time thinking, analyzing, and diagnosing what the lover or friend says and does. Idealistic dreams are often more satisfying (and easier) than pursuing a real-life lover.The mental self-indulgent fantasies are often much more beautiful and satisfying than any real relationship. Real-life relationships are filled with possible problems that the Thinker worries about even when the problems are not present. This drains emotional energy and action out of the relationship while the Thinker worries about future problems that may never occur.
People with the Thinker type of Heart Line are very considerate, just, and responsible about commitments in a relationship.Their relationship must have meaning and they work hard to keep "peace at any cost". The Thinker's ideal romance is filled with poetry, cards, flowers, romantic dinners, and long talks about the past and future. They enjoy thinking over and over about what happened the last time together. The thoughts of what did happen and what could have happened are reviewed in the mind repeatedly. Unfortunately, most of the future plans don't get realized because they spend so much time thinking about the romance rather than doing more in person with the partner.
The "Thinker" needs justification to make requests. If there is not a very good reason to request time and energy of someone, they will do it themselves or do without. It takes a crisis for them to ask for help.After all, they are idealists and feel that they should not need help. They suppress both their needs and their feelings in order to look like everything is OK. Often the Thinker is willing to give up personal comforts with an idealistic vision in mind that somehow that will make the romance better and more precious to the partner. But with the correct partner no sacrifices are necessary and the relationship can be better than imagined.
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| horoscorpe stuff again |
[22 Apr 2007|11:08pm] |
jus some more horoscope stuff...... =)
You are very sensitive, cautious, and shy about showing others your feelings. Though you may love and care for someone a great deal, you rarely express those feelings openly and freely. Very often your love for someone will be expressed by trying to help them, doing something tangible to benefit them, or serving them in some way.
It is also difficult for you to receive warmth, affection, or appreciation, for you often feel that you don't really deserve it or that "they don't really mean it". You can therefore seem rather cool and aloof, much more so than you feel.
A deeply ingrained critical attitude often makes you difficult to live with. You need to learn to be gentler and less of a perfectionist with others and with yourself.
true? i think it is to a certain extent...
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| ill |
[09 Apr 2007|08:50pm] |
i'm ill again. again because i was jus ill two weeks ago.
this time its fever...... actually i think its good for me. haven't been so ill in a long time already.
good.
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| 长夜漫漫，独自消受 |
[03 Apr 2007|02:43am] |
长漫漫的孤独夜，到底要做什么呢？
还是来反省反省吧？
可能是我这一生中所作的决定，所经历过的事，才造就今天的我。原本以为最渺小的决定，却往往造成最大的痛苦。而你花了无数个失眠夜，哭了无尽的眼泪所做的决定，却往往改变不了任何东西。你决定快乐，明天你又因孤独而落泪。你觉定开朗，笑着对着每个人，但你感觉怪怪的，似乎这不是真正的你，而你就决太累了，又何必呢？放弃吧？命运就是会嘲笑人，在你最失落时给你希望，但给了过后就把这希望从你手上拿走，让你发觉你什么都不曾拥有过。
什么是爱？是牺牲？是要快乐？是要天天在一起？是对方快乐就什么就可以？是伟大？是无奈？是快乐？还是痛苦？是要有个伴？让你在最孤独的夜里心灵上有个依靠吗？是可以培养的吗？有时间性的吗？我觉得，没有人是不自私的。如果不自私，就不会谈恋爱了。凡事都是要从简单化来寻求快乐。你要它简单化吗？如果你真心要它简单化，就一心一意努力，一定可以的。抛开所有会让一切复杂化的事，不再去想它。而当你可以事，事情就简单化了，而你也开心了。但你得明白，开心之于会有挫折，会有眼泪，但只要你能捧住一颗不放弃的心，一定还是可以的。快乐的时候会比不快乐多得多。人生不是完美的。这样还不够吗？当然，这件事，只有两颗心都是一样的，目标是一样的，才可能会实现。不然，就只会变成一个笑话，一个充满泪水的笑话。爱是要有痛苦，才会变得美丽。没有爱的感情，就算舒服，也只是一个计时炸弹，等着粉碎的一天。最快乐的快乐，也是永远都不会实现的。爱，很可能是有时间性的。
走在漫长的道路上，你懂你要的是什么吗？你能用手触碰它吗？梦想是什么吗？还是你要放弃，让这完美的梦想，永远都不会有实现的一天？
尘世间最痛苦的事是什么？可能什么都不是。只是自己的一片痴心妄想。
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| HI! |
[26 Mar 2007|04:18pm] |
sorry for the disappearance again.. i seem to be always disappearing all the time... =P
it's just problems in life, and given that i'm at the crossroads of my life right now, i fall into bouts where i think and think where my future lies upon... and hopefully one day i'll truly know what makes me happy and wat is realistic for me to achieve, and yet be happy with it... =P
i know that life is full of ups and downs, and it's better to be optimistic such that you'll be a happier person. but if one has been pessimistic all his life, it's kinda difficult to change over jus like that... so yar, give me time and i'll be a happier person. people out there might be envious of wat i have, yet i may be envious of wat they have.. it's a classic scenario of "the grass is greener on the other side" right? haha..
browsed thru my friendster accounts and realised that there're so many people that i dun know that are on my list.. haha.. wish i could know every single one of them.. then i'll have so many friends! haha... not that i dun have any now... =P i appreciate the people who're in my life right now... and i thank them truly for being around... =)
i'm such a lazy and last minute person that i think i must do something about it.. i dun plan things in advance... must be more organised....
hope that everyone is doing fine out there... will try to post more often when i can...
hugs to everyone out there... =)
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走在这下着雨的道路上，你真正在等的是什么？
什么才算是真的拥有？心灵上的？肉体上的？可能都不是这些。。可能你什么都没有拥有过。
凡事只要已尽力，所该说的话都已说完，是否就已足够了？什么才是终点，如果你一直以来都不知道什么是起点。事实上，可能一直以来都不曾有过起点。又哪来的终点？就算有终点，你又怎能知道那里是终点呢？是由天来定，还是由人来定？
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| simple or complex? |
[07 Mar 2007|03:00am] |
so is life simple or complex?
can a simple person try to be complex? or the other way round, a complex person wanting things simple? is it possible?
a lot of things in life.. seem to be really complex. but it can be simple. then would a complex person be forever unable to make things simple? then wouldn't everyone want to be a simple person instead? but i guess some people are born what they are. some people are just complex, thinking about everything in detail, over analysing, making things complicated. but is it anyone's fault? no. it's nobody's fault. i'm guilty of that also. so many times, i just want things to be simple. but sometimes i just can't do it. maybe i was born complex. and yar, being a scorpio and me believing in horoscopes, i'm complex. but i do wish to be simple. i do wish that things are simple. but somehow, it's not that easy. impossible? i don't know. i do hope not.
let's try to make things simple. shall we?
and to all the people who are able to do that, thank your lucky stars. for it's gift which others wish to have, but perhaps will never be able to attain.
another of my emo post. being in a emo mood as usual. haha... emo ishi.
one of the many to come.
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| Need some help |
[06 Mar 2007|12:01am] |
Hi all!!
Haha as the title suggests... i need some help from everyone out there...
I'm sort of doing a demo reel of myself, so i need pictures and videos of myself. But yar of course i don't really take pictures or videos of myself, so would like to ask everyone who has my pictures or videos to send it to me if possible. Preferably high resolution pictures or videos, cos i'm doing a video reel actually...
So if anyone has any pictures or wat, please send it to ishilau@gmail.com ... thanks okie? i know that some of you actually have a lot of pictures, so slowly take ur time to send to me okie? really need it... thanks and really appreciate it... for videos if the file is too huge, use yousendit.com to send to me? yarz...
thanks thanks really need the help from you guys, cos i dun really have pictures or videos of myself... thanks thanks...
and hope that everyone had a splendid chinese new year!!!! time to work off the goodies!! =)
will blog more often... hee...
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| i'm back |
[26 Feb 2007|01:49am] |
hi all!
firstly would like to apologise for not blogging for such a long time...
been having a lot of personal problems and this new year is not going well for me at all at the moment.. so working things out and trying to be stronger... so i couldn't find the time to blog and yar, that explains why i sorta "disappeared" for such a long time... sorry to anyone who was worried. things are better now and i hope that things will get better along the way... just have to wait and see how things move along...
hope that everyone is having a great chinese new year!
haha i'm a horoscope person so here's my horoscope!
SCORPIO MAN
A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt and always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding so negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man . He absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.
He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confused feeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it to make things happen and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help themselves before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who mostly achieved his goal in life.Once he sets his mind for something, he will put all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not it is a small matter or a big project. One of the most successful man in all the Zodiac.
He is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. He hates thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not retreat or rest for long, for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched.
If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and relationship and will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty she is.
He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have any bad thought, and will not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight forward sincere man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over sensitive person, try not to ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even you might not be able to take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat (and you are fat), he will say "yes, as big as a balloon". He makes such comments because he cares
for you, so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him.
If he says "you look pretty today", you can be proud because he will not say such think just to please you if he does not really mean it. There will be both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If you are in love this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back time.
He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends. He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend. He is a complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is thinking or
when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.
He memorize everything well. You may say something that you already forgotten, but he will remember every words. He wants to be respected and admired and at the same time he does not like people to have power over him.
When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and simple woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting and able to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like a woman who sits around waiting for his call.
Enjoy yourself everyone!! =)
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| Thanks!! |
[05 Feb 2007|03:21pm] |
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Hey all... sorry to those who came down but couldn't see me perform in time... the organisers moved the performance forward to about 440... so sorry for those who didn't manage to catch me perfom! next time ok?? =P
and yar really appreciate those who came down... hope you enjoyed the performance cos it was my first time singing and dancing to an english song... one of my favourite songs also... so really happy that i got to perform it finally.. =)
thanks thanks so much!! and will inform everyone again if i have another performance coming up.. hopefully soon ok! =) Love everyone!
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| Performance at Youth park |
[02 Feb 2007|03:46pm] |
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Hi all!!
There'll be a performance tomorrow, which is saturday at Youth Park opposite Cineleisure in Orchard. It's some items by the dance studio i'm teaching at, Studio Wu, for charity. So if you guys are free or happen to be shopping around town tomorrow, do drop by around 5.15pm for the performance! I'll be performing too... =)
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| watching too much tv.... |
[30 Jan 2007|10:28pm] |
woo... been busy teaching dance trying to get as much rest as i can... so haven't had the time to come here much... =P
finally the month of january is coming to an end! time passes really fast i need to get down and do my work before february flies by again... gonna work more on my music and see wat i can come up with... been trying to write songs lately but haven't had something that i'm satisfied with yet... maybe i'm too picky.. but i think that being picky is good.. haha.. if not all my songs will sound too terrible.. gotta pull myself off my bed n stop watching so much tv and do some music or work instead.. haha...
ermz... after i watch a lil more tv... hahaha.....
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